I miss you every single day.  I can’t stand to think about all of the things you are missing.  Instead, I’ll hope you’re watching everything from way up high.  I am one of the lucky ones who got to have you in their life.  Even after 11 years, it still makes no sense that you aren’t here.

I hope you see what an amazing person Miss A is.

I hope A realizes one day how lucky she is to have a Grandma that is part you.  A Grandma that is her best friend.

Words can’t express the emptiness in my heart…only filled now by watching A with her Grandma.

I hope we make you proud up there!  I know I’m trying!